Rebecca Forest
Bio
writer; runner; avid reader; nature lover; freedom seeker
Stories (6/0)
Let Me Grieve While Returning Home
Do you know that moment when it hurts so much inside you that you can’t cry? Instead, you start screaming, howling, and cursing in a silly hope that the suffering will finally end. But it doesn’t, and nothing can take you out of the dark. You think about final solutions, the only ways to stop the pain. And then you realize that way will bring more pain and suffering to the ones you love and hopelessly start yelling again, fighting with God, fighting with life in despair. Yet, the heart is still broken, and nothing can fix it. Nobody and nothing can bring back your loved one. You imagine that somebody put a spell on you, jealous of your happiness. You make scenarios full of “what ifs”. And all you need is a little break away from anything and everything, together alone with your grief.
By Rebecca Forestabout a year ago in Journal